14th jan 2012
23.48
wendyhouse
waiting for my Darling to get home (not here)
i know i shouldnt but i still want to xxx
been a very tiring week,but all the same it was just how it is..
been arranging some time to meet with some Sugars
managed to agree on tonight, and i think other Sb's planning to have more meet ups.
would be a blast to do so,as tonight it was a revealing night ,
met a wonderful person, who is just is in the same situaion x
but cant help but realize i was right, i am with Mr. Right (in this)
and all of us wanting that special someone to find us,
it is a lot of luck and timing i think that makes it work,
but like i said with all the things thats been said tonight,it was a revealing night,
a lot of us would wish for a lot of gold,
but wether we will get that or not is beyond anyone,
and for those who does i really hope it will last...
but all the more i thought to myself ,i would rather have stability
love and affection and whatever he is willing to give me,and that he is happy xxx
than have someone who will give me something and would have to treat me like someone who is ...
we are all different,we all have expectaitons,but in this Sugarworld a lot of things happen..
but i am glad that what i got is what i really wanted to have xxx
xxxxx she said i he was lucky to have me,but what they didnt know,i was the lucky one to have him... xxxx